Old dreams, new promises

I don’t commit to targets without disclaimers,

I don’t like missing them.

I don’t like finalizing plans, numbers, dates

It seems like I will jinx them.

I never make resolutions;

I have a feeling I will break them, 

and I don’t want to face that.

I like writing for the sake of writing,

But feel awkward about sharing

 because I feel it’s not good enough

And so I have spent years making plans, 

but not committing

Writing, but not enough,

And I am still not sure if I will be able to break the habits of a lifetime.

I am scared.

It’s partly the new year hope and cheer,

Partly the satisfaction of being able to manage time and post every day;

And partly the realization that one more year is gone, and we never know how much time we have,

…. that makes me resolve (or shall I just say try) to keep up the challenge, for one month more,

To write and dream and share...

This time the attempt is to have more fun,
not to stress so much 
manage time better,
do speed writing, micro-blogging-whatever it takes to write more regularly, and hopefully write better,

Wish me luck!