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I don't think I can do it

I don’t want to be strong anymore. I want to break down and howl. I want to be irrational, emotional.
I want to go back on all the wise, thoughtful, logical decisions. I just want to keep my child close to me.
So many years ago, the doctor cut off a cord, so that she could become her own self. It hurts just like that today; Cutting off yet another cord, and I can’t even cry out with pain because I have to be a mother first. Can I do it? Maybe yes, because she needs me to smile.